day past day .. ytd the most happiest day i had : )) went to watch fireworks wif winnie, limin,mich,linming,dennis,weijie and his cousins .. OMG the fireworks was so beatiful.. how much i wish he was wif mie juz at tt moment of time .. everything turns out to be the worst
why cant we love lk how others did ?
why u aren"t by my side when i nid u de most ?
why did u have to tell mie all tt ?
why did u have to hide from mie ?
why did u make mie cry so mani times ?
why cant we be together ?
why did u have to break yr pormise ?
why do u have to leave mie in this world tt is so cold ? everything juz change on the moment u said there is not a nid ... u may not be able to understand wat did i mean but it is okie ! is this wat we call fate ... if.. this is not the fate i wan ... i tell myself not to love u so much , not to care about yoo tt much .. but can i ?
this is the things tt we cant control.. love hurts real lots .....
can u pls tell mie wat is the reasons tt make things came to this point ? this is not our fault ..we both have give out alot ... when facing relationship problem gurls muz be the one who hurts the most ? i still dun keep on .. why can everything in this world be tt perfect ?
putting the blame to each another dun make the things better ...
and i wont blame yoo for breaking yr pormise ... cause tt is not yr fault too maybe u have yr own reasons ...
maybe i should learn to let go ...
maybe i should learn to forget ...
maybe i should learn to accpet...
maybe i should learn to forgives..
maybe i should learn to smile...
there is so much so much things for mie to learn but how come i cant learn a single one of it ? haisss... i am confuse realli dun noe how to settle all those things.. stop treating mie so gd i dun worth all tt... chenswee i realli dun worth yr love i am not a gd gurl ... linming u too concentrate on yr study first and i belive there are still alot of nice gurls out there for yoo de worx : )) aniway thanx for sending mie home ytd : ))
thanx to all moi friends who have always been there for mie ... espercially.. limin,winnie,zihui n cheryl ! realli thanx alot for willing to gone through all the sweetness and bitter wif mie : )) wont be able to forget yoo guys 4ever de ....
think shall stop here le .. cya b ye b ye aini+muack !!
maybe now i should learn to forget yoo ~~
